How do you cope with feeling overwhelmed, emotionally drained, mentally absent &
physically just over it? How you train yourself to focus on yourself & yourself only? How do you find yourself again, pick yourself up and move on? All by yourself? It feels like everything is going wrong. Everything you thought you had control over is completely out of your control now & you have to deal with it. How do you accomplish trying to feel happiness when you can’t feel anything at all? The truth is I have no clue. Ignoring how you feel can be & will be the hardest thing you will ever deal with. Not letting your emotions get the best of you is will power that you have to learn to develop over time & to be quite honest it is not easy & doesn’t happen over night.
We often let our feelings & emotions get the best of us & later regret the decision we made while being in that emotional state. Sometimes it’s best to think with your mind rather than your heart because you can/will end up in a sticky situation. Dealing with emotions when you barely wanna deal with life is time consuming & feels like you will never feel happy again. That feeling of being lost, not knowing what to fix or how to fix it or what to do next & how to do it. That feeling of anger because you’re trying to figure out why you? Why, out of 7 billion people in the world, your life has to be fucked up.
I know that times get rough but don’t give up, that’s what they want you to do. People envy your happiness & will do anything to see you fall. Growth & change comes with pain & that’s okay. You’re going to evolve and become untouchable. You’re going to blossom into the exact person you want to be. The pain is only temporary , believe me. It’s going to be worth it in the end. You’re going to look back at this situation & think “how foolish was I to behave like the world was ending.” You can do anything you put your mind to. You control your future, it’s all in your hands.
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don’t get me wrong, I'm not saying don’t take care of yourself & give yourself the proper healing you feel is best for you (whatever you do to heal)— I’m saying don’t allow your emotions to constantly be what you use to influence your decisions. You will never make it in the end. That will drive people away. That will make people get turned off and then you’ll end up with no one because you hurt people trying to help. Yes, hurt people hurt people but when you KNOW what you’re doing that isn’t an excuse. We all go through shit and there’s a 100% chance that someone in this fucked up world has it worst than you. Be grateful and learn lessons from the mistakes you made. Be grateful that the universe is allowing you to evolve. Be grateful for growth & change. The worst happens to the best of us. Be proud of that.
Trust the process and allow the universe to works her magic. She knows what she’s doing & never fails her plans. Your pain is only temporary love. Blessings are coming your way. Believe it.
Wishing you peace, love, happiness & blessings.